2PM is dead.My heart is dead. T_T

SO I spent a few hours to listen the conference tat recorded by 2pmalways..The conference was helding in 4 hours..Woah..Although I can't understand korean,bt I still wanna hear wat was going on in the conference.The 2pm members really angry and they even cried when spoke out their own feelings.. I cried oso while listening to it.. Where is my old 2pm???  T_T  They spoiled their own images..Even I can't watch them in youtube anymore.They are so faked!!!! Made me wanna throw up!!! Before the news of Jay's permanent withdrawal revealed,I was still watching their shows and trying so hard to get the eng-sub of their shows..WTH??!!!! They really did tat to Jay? OMG!!!! I can't support and love em anymore!!!  T_T
Even I changed my wallpaper,my ringtone and anythg about 2pm...I really can't face em anymore!!!
And now Im Jay's personal fans,nt 2PMs!!!!!

-LOVE & RESPECT-

Who is 2PM? I dunno.

So Im nw checking out 2oneday fo the truth of Jay's withdrawal conference..OMG!!!!Shocked me..They said they hate Jay??!!!Wat brotherhood like dis...Really pissed me off!!!!  I was still nt giving up hope b4 dis...I guess I m nt longer to support 2pm anymore,fosho...Unless I find out tat weren't the truth...Were they jus acting??? I can't believe these...Taec and Chansung really made me so disappoited at em... Don't let me c ur FAKE FACES!!!!!!!
Please tell me these weren't true...T_T
Where r the boys I support ???
Where r the 7 bunnies tat make me smile ???
U guys r 0 point out of 10 points!!!!
Furious-ing...Frustrating... T_T
25th of Feb,the worst day of my life.

-LOVE & RESPECT-

Conference on 27th T_T

Today,JYPE was having a conference about Jay's permanent withdrawal wit 2pm members and fans.
So I was checking between allkpop,2oneday and 2pmalways ,these 3 websites frm dis morning till now... The conference started at 3pm and finished at 7pm(Korea Time).Woah~4hours?!! In the conclusion,Jay is confirmed nt coming back anymore,I still wish tat hav lil of hopes though...So sad...Really pissed me off!!! :((((
Still gonna wait till 2moro fo the news frm 2oneday... Still wishing some hopes...Still waiting fo u...T_T  ♥

Stay Strong,Babe...♥  Don't cry,my boys...

P.S If Park Jae Beom doesn't return,jus come bck as a STRONGER JAY PARK!!!! Will it comes true???Nobody knows.

-LOVE & RESPECT-

OMG!!!!! T_T

As usual,I checked the latest idols news at allkpop!!! OMG!!!!!!!! The 1st news is the bad news!!!!  T_T
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/02/jaebeom-aint-returning-to-2pm
PLEASE COME BACK!!!!  T^T I don't dare to believe it!!!! I don't wan it to b real!!!!!! :(((

I dislike 25th of Feb most in year 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  T_T
I Hate U, Park Jin Young!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope tat u r lying to us,right????JYP!

-LOVE & RESPECT-

Badminton~ ^^

hehe~Dis afternooon,I went to play badminton wit Kehui,Felicia and Liying at Krokop thr...Hu!!!!Long time din play/exercise~  SHUANG ar!!!!!  :(  Shuk Yun & Jes din join us~
Here's the pic I took fo em~hehehe....  :P

Whr were u guys looking at? :D

Get well soon,boy~

Read my frend wrote :" Jim Wong,get well soon!" in fb yesterday. "Erm....hu is Jim Wong???" So,I search Jim Wong in FB search thr...O...he is my classmate,Raymond Wong's bro..."HUH???!!!! Wats wrong wit him???" "Izzit he is the 1 hu fall down frm the lorry when CNY chu dui???" I don't dare to guess it...
Jz nw,I read Amy's blog and saw her blog link gt "大家，手术成功了!" these words...So I clicked it,it is Shi Hien's blog.Wow!!! Shocked me!!! She wrote some touching blogs...Really..  :( 
Here's the blog's link-->>http://shihien95.blogspot.com/
So,although Im nt vry know Jim Wong,bt I still wan to wish him to GET WELL SOON,BOY~

The thgs reminded me of JP~

So dis morning I went to Parkson....I bought a mug tat I wanted to hv it a long time ago~hehe :D
Den I saw a shoe's keychain...Haha!!! Gt pink color's!!!!!!
Then I went to G-Mex,I bought 3 pieces of bunny cards,1 piece of bear cards,1 piece of bunny sticker...And I oso made a name keychain...hehe...JP's!!!! I like it!!!
Here's my booty->

PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing Better, Than U

The next song I wanna learn is Nothing Better by Jung Yup's frm a Korean RnB group called Brown Eyed Soul. I know dis song bcuz of Nichkhun.He likes dis song vry much.And it's a nice song!!!!!
Dis morning,I tried to find the piano tutorial at Youtube,bt unfortunately there don't hav any tutorial fo dis song...Haihzzz  T^T   Then I downloaded the piano sheet...haha...it seems I gonna take a long time to ''handle" dis nice song...Cuz I don't really know the notes!!!!  Tat we call "Dou ya" in Chinese.  :D

Beautiful Voice~^^

Liying's house~

Last Tuesday,my buddies came my house "bai nian"~ Then I stayed 1 nite at Liying's house wit Jes.I was happy cuz I can play piano~(Mine is jz a keyboard) LOL :D I played many times the song I learned so hard at my house....---River Flows In You by Yiruma!!!!! Wow~so nice the sounds tat played out frm piano!!!!  -.-''

We were so boring,so we took plenty of pics by using Fun Frame..My phone was out of battery,so I can't send the pics to my phone...Yesterday,Felicia passed the pendrive tat hav the pics inside to me...So I can post the pics we took last time over here... -.-

Flying Piggy~~

Walao~Liying act cute???  :D

U can view more at here--->http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=149430&id=666442152

BBQ and 捞生at cousin's house!

I went to Sibuti dis afternoon,wit my parents.When I arrived at my cousin's house,my cousin-Sandra was shocked on my clothes,haha...cuz she oso has the same clothes wit me.... Then she straight away rushed to her bedroom and changed the same 1...LOL...  :D We wore the same clothes all nite long...All of the relatives laughed on our same clothes...Haha...Sandra bought it frm Melaka,then I bought it frm Boulevard..  -.-''' We gt the same taste??? haha....  :) We started to  捞生 when my bros arrived...Jz to wish all of us hav gud luck in the new year...   We ate some BBQ,prawns.and... Nice!!!!  ^^
Then we had Karaoke Time!!!!! All my relatives sang their fav songs,nt bad huh...  :D

Here's some pics I took frm thr...

Nice???  ^^

Before we started~ :)

In the process of 捞生~ ^^

After 捞生~ Messy around the table~  ^^

Dear frendz~~

Tonite, my frendz came to my house and we took some pics!!!!Wish us can frendship 4ever!!! Sigh~~FJ not in Miri!!!!  T_T  Then,we went to Jes's house...Now im at Liying's house,and gonna stay 1 nite here wit Jes!!! LOL~1st time stay at frend's house~~~ Exicted neh~~~  haha^^

Good nite,peeps! :)

The 1st mornin of the year of TIGER!!!!!!

Wow~It's CNY!!!!!!Yeah~~~ Although I'm still sleepy,bt I can't wait to c the 1st sunshine of the new year!Now,Im watching KBS Drama Awards~Yeah!!!!Luckily,I din miss it!!!  I wish dis new year will b a gud year!!!!  I wish everybody can stay healthy,smile oweyz,all wishes come true!!!!!  :) And oso Happy Valentine!!!!!!!!!♥ And dis early morning,I found an amazing video~WTH!!!!!Awesome man!!!  Let's watch!!!

~Redsoul~

woohoo~finally!!! :D

Okay,last time i told tat i went to find the L-SHAPED sofa rite?We finally bought it!!!My old sofa set in the living room was using bout 7 years already...hahaha....So,dis year we decided to change a new set!!!Yes!!!!
The new sofa set is black and white in color~Quite modern or in Malay style??Sigh...nt me decided to choose it!!!My dad don't like it,cuz he said it's Malay's style~Other than tat,we oso changed the cupboard tat we used to put tv and other thgs to a simple but nice ...???How to say it?haha..I don't kno...Jz a ??? to put tv and other consoles~ :)  I won't upload the pics of em,during CNY u can come to my house to c my new living room~~haha  :D  WELCOME TO MY HOUSE!!!! LOL  XD

It's Chansung's Birthday!!!

Chansung ar~Happy birthday!!!!^^   Magnae turns to adult today~LOL...  :D

Be happy,eat well,sleep well,stay healthy yea~  ^.~

So tired~~~

Walao eh~I went out frm 12 noon till 6pm,jz to find the L-SHAPED sofa!!!!!  -.-''
1st, I went to some furniture shops whc around e-mart wit my mum,bro and his gf. Haihzz..dnt hv the style we want! Then,we went to Lorenzo~Finally we found one,wth!!???RM15000???!!!!wow...so expensive!Then we went to System,LOL....We hv to take off our shoes then changed to slippers????Gosh...
Btw,my bro was doing funny stuff,he wore the special slippers whc r the slippers wit SPIDER-MAN on it!!! Act cute??? He makes me LOL!!!!  :D Sigh....System thr oso dnt hv the sofa we like! -.-
My dad called my mum ,he asked we go Court thr c the sofa...So ,we went thr,bt...
Then we decided went to Desmond whc jz bside my house~  -.-'''  Apuh~~My bro dropped me and my mum at Desmond,coz my mum has to attend her cousin's son wedding~ We walked bck home,then my bro and his gf went to find the L-SHAPED sofa at Desmond~Phew~~they came bck home,and said thr hv 2 sofas whc r new arrival...The designs are good,they decided to buy one of it...  -.-''' Aduh~finally!!!!!

p/s: Aren't we too picky???  -.-''

이제 겨우 150일

Did chu c it?

It's only been 150 days!!!!Tat's enough!!!!!!Come back!!!!  TT.TT

LOVE AND RESPECT.

I Miss You.

150 days of missin u,sweetie~♥

It's the 150th days u r nt with us~T_T  I miss u more and more everyday!When will u come back to us???All the HOTTEST want chu to come back, u kno~Get ready to come back ,k?Missed the days......
What Time Is It Now???W/o chu,it will be 1:59pm~So,come back to us and it will b 2PM! It's 2PM always.It's 2PM all the way~~

LOVE AND RESPECT.

Payce!

T_T Nt chu again~

Woke up at 2am,on fb~Wowowow~Ur "green dot" appeared on my chat box!!!Sigh~nt chu again,gt lil disappointed~ :(  Bt it's still fine is Taec thr~

The 2nd day,lil Howard lives in dis big big world~ ^^

At 8am,I went to visit my sis and nephew with my dad~It's raining... -.-  heh heh~ I took some cute cute lil Howard's pics!!!!!  Sis feels okay nw,nt vry painful like yesterday~ :)  Every1 feels happy!!!!  coz dis is the 1st time my parents become granparents(LOL),my sis and sis in law become parents,me and my bros become 舅舅and姨姨(LOL)...Yeah~~~~hv a new family member!!!!!!!!  :D He will get many angpaos dis coming CNY,fosho!!!!haha  ^^

p/s: Cute????   >.<

The 1st day of the 2nd month in year 2010~ ^^

On dis day,a cute baby boy-lil Howard came to dis big big world!!! >.<

Dis morning ,my dad bring me to General Hospital...I waited my sis to gv birth frm 8am to bout 4.30pm~
-.-  Aduh~~~so tired ar...Then ,my sis went to the operation room at 5.20pm....At bout 6pm, the nurse pushed out a baby frm the operation room...My sis in law quickly went near and asked the nurse: '' hus baby is dis???''  The nurse said :'' urs la... LOL"  :D  Walao~so fast meh~Jz nid half an hour like tat nia the baby already came out..haha...LIHAI !!!! But hw bout my sis???Hmm...we were still waiting outside the operation room....At bout 7.20pm,my sis came out~~wow..she said she was so painful ar~~~pity~~~~  T_T

Hey,so cute lil Howard!!!!!! I took some pics of him!!!!!  :D